Follow the Leader

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In college, I took a painting/art history class where we were supposed to copy paintings produced in different styles during the 20th century. Mimic-ing ÇezannePicassoMondrian and Mark Rothko drew me into a new world of color, line and creative messiness. I worked hard at reproducing paintings that were as similar to these artists as I could make them. I made an A in the class and continued painting even after college was over.

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Eventually, I decided to reproduce a Picasso for my Mom for Mother’s Day. I worked at this for weeks, painting, repainting, going back and reworking different parts of it, but the edges of the painting were causing problems because they weren’t lining up like Picasso’s. I saw this as a failure and was beating myself up for not being able to get the lines at the edges in exactly the right place.

Defeated, I took the unfinished work to my night-time, continuing-ed drawing class at the local art institute.

“You are ready to fill in the edges on your own,” my drawing teacher said. “Eventually you have to recognize that you are working your own canvas and that it’s not going to be exactly like Picasso’s or anyone else’s and it’s still going to be wonderful.”

I had reached the end of my journey with Picasso without even knowing it.

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My version of Picasso’s “Woman with Pears”

Although I obviously won’t ever meet Picasso, the effort I put into mimic-ing his work could just as well have been writing javascript or building a web app. Picasso, although dead, could have been any of the fearless leaders, self-anointed or otherwise on the internet or conference speaker circuit. In fact, even though Picasso is about as far removed from me personally as anyone could be, the moment when I was ready to start doing my own thing slipped past me as these moments often do.

That’s what happens when we follow a leader.

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That pedestal tho.

It’s hard to believe in yourself enough to give up on the structure and stability of someone whose work you admire or believe in. Even if it’s someone we know or are close to, someone who believes in us and tells us we should believe in ourselves, it’s easier to keep clinging to the faux security blanket of someone else’s expertise. We put them up on a pedestal and, when someone questions us, all we have to do is point upward, nevermind the fact that this robs us of living our own lives.

I’ve also found that as a woman, what I know is questioned or I am flatly dismissed so often that our social system has trained me to always have a source I can cite, a paper I can refer to or someone, usually a straight, white man whose opinions others are willing to trust since they won’t believe what I have to say or in what I’ve learned through the school of experience.

This is ultimately how the system reinforces itself, paving over people of all colors and all genders. It has taken serious effort, many therapist sessions and a ring of people in my life who constantly reinforce a message to me that I am enough on my own to do what I need to do, to try something different and to work out my own edges.

In fact, I no longer follow “leaders.” Instead, I’ve taken leaders off of the pedestal and re-framed them. These are real people who have lessons to teach but who also have their own faults and imperfections. This means I also have a healthy distrust of being told someone is a leader and that I should blindly follow them. That’s how a community winds up in the grip of someone abusive who won’t let go.

There will always be people we follow, but it’s important to recognize your own value enough to know when you’ve gotten the lesson you needed. This way you’ll be ready to see that moment when it is time to take a risk and do your own thing, even if you don’t think you’re “ready.” After all, that’s how many of the people we follow got their own start.

This is how each of us creates our own masterpiece, taking the lessons of the people in our lives and filling in with our own brushstrokes around theirs.

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Tech Doodle of the Month — BUGS!

Let's Sketch Tech!

We are so excited to kick-off our Tech Doodle of the Month Club, but first, do you have an iPad and Apple Pencil you wish you knew how to use for sketching and doodling?

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We are running a class, Digital Drawing Basics, on July 17 that covers the basic skills you need to draw and share a doodle using the award-winning iPad app, Procreate. Sign up as an individual or as a team to spend a Friday afternoon relaxing and discovering the power of sketching and sharing.

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Our July Doodle of the Month is…

BUGS!

Participate and enter our contest…

While it’s totally ok to participate in the Tech Doodle of the Month without entering our contest, we hope you’ll submit your doodle! This month, doodles are being judged by Denise Yu!

To participate, make your drawing and share it on social media with the hashtag #TechDoodleJuly2020 by June 15.

To enter the contest, submit your doodle through our 2 minute form. We promise, this is just to submit your entry, we won’t be sending you extra notifications or sharing your info from the form. We’ll announce the winner at the beginning of August when our next doodle-of-the-month comes out.

The contest winner receives a $25.00 credit in the Appear Works shop and will have their doodle featured in the next newsletter. If you don’t think you draw well enough, guess what! This is not about perfect execution. This is about getting your doodle out there!

Need some ideas?

Here are a few steps to help you create your tech doodle for July.

1. Pick a type of software bug, as we all know (sigh) there are all kinds of software bugs. Here are a few types:
User Interface Bugs
Security bugs
Performance bugs
Heisenbugs
Data Bugs
Error Handling Bugs
Syntax Bugs
And more…

2. What kind of literal bug represents your software bug? Is it a spider with lots of legs, weaving a web of software chaos and confusion? (Yes, we know that, technically, spiders are not insects, but let’s just go with it. Maybe your bug is a loooooooooong, long millipede or a sparky lightning bug. It’s also totally ok to make up your own imaginary bug that is a combination of some different bugs and creatures.

3. Draw your bug or bugs! Remember: this is not about art! We’re not looking for a masterpiece to put in a “hall of fame”. What you can draw today is totally enough.

4. Include a little bit of back story. Tech doodles are always more interesting when you share why you made them and why you made the choices you did. It doesn’t have to be a blog! A sentence or two is pear-fectly acceptable!

5. Include the #techdoodle hashtag in your drawing and share it on your favorite social and with a friend. Maybe get the friend to sign up for Tech Doodle Club too!

Sponsor next month’s doodle!
Tech doodlers are a thoughtful, creative and friendly bunch i.e. people you want on your team. If you’d like to see your company’s logo in our monthly email and receive a guest spot for someone at your company to help pick the tech doodle of the month, get in touch!

 

Juneteenth — Celebrate and Do the Work

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Today, Black people of color are celebrating Juneteenth. For non-Black folks, it’s a day to focus on leveling-up on anti-racism and clearing the path for BlPoC to celebrate.

Recognize

  • Ask your company to make Juneteenth a holiday/day of learning about systemic racism, especially if you have more privilege. (Looking at you white people with BlPoC teammates)
  • Make sure your kids know and understand what Juneteenth is about, especially if it isn’t taught in their school.
  • Call your local representative and tell them Juneteenth should be a federal holiday.

Learn

Participate

Donate

Donate your days wages or whatever you can afford to charities fighting to end systemic racism.

At Appear Works, we are preparing training and resources to help everyone skill up on what anti-racism is and how we can increase how this is part of our everyday lives. In addition, we are walking the walk by donating $500 to each of the charities listed above.

How to Make a Protest Sign

If you’re marching in solidarity with Black Lives Matter and the fight for Black liberation, I wanted to give you some quick sign marking tips to help you spread your message!

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Appear Works is doing an online training to make signs together this Saturday.

Attending a protest or march takes courage, but it’s easier if you have a sign to hold up.

What to say on your sign

Remember: This is not an artistic masterpiece. A successful sign shows a short, to the point message large enough for people to see across the street, park or town square. For this reason, keep the message short so you can draw it in large letters. A good rule of thumb is to keep your message between 3 and 5 words.

If inspiration for something catchy and original strikes, that’s great! But it’s completely ok to copy something from the internet. In fact, it is often better to copy a slogan so that your sign is aligned with the message of the march.

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Materials

Although any type of paper or cardboard can be used for a sign, there are a few materials that make it easier to hold up your sign and for others to see your sign.

Sign material

  • Foam core board is stiff, strong, doesn’t bend, and is my favorite type of poster-board for marching. It costs a bit more than a regular poster board, but it won’t bend in the wind, and I’ve even found it to be pretty water resistant when marching in the rain.
  • Cardboard from a box is a great, sustainable way to repurpose boxes whether they are from a local store or from an online purchase. They are usually stiff enough to keep their shape if there is a breeze. 
  • Legal sized paper is effective if you’ll be in a space that is very crowded and small such as a sidewalk. This is also a good choice if you want to reproduce your sign or if you want to create the sign on your iPad but print it out on paper.

Markers and paint

You’ll be making a sign with large letters people look at from a distance, so whatever you use to make the letters needs to make a thick line. Although pens and pencils are good for outlining letters and making a prototype of your sign, you’ll need markers, paint sticks or brushes and paint to make letters that are large enough for people to see. I’ve found paint sticks that dry quickly to be the easiest to use. If you use markers, try to find ones that are low odor. 

Making the sign

You have something to say and materials to say it with. You are ready to make a sign!

  • Trace out what you want to say. This allows you to figure out how to place your message on the sign.
  • Give yourself enough time for the paint to dry, if you can. It might take a few hours or overnight. That said, it’s ok to show up with a sign that isn’t totally dry, because showing up is what’s important.
  • Get some helpers to help you fill in the letters on your sign or add some special touches. Fingerpaints make awesome sign filler-inners and there’s always room for some glitter! Making signs is a good activity for making friends, talking about what’s going on and collaborating on the message you want to share.

Congratulations! You made a sign! Making a sign is a great way to participate and raise your voice!

Would you like to practice making a sign? Appear Works is doing an online training to make signs together this Saturday.

 

Taking your event online

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“I want to clean up leftover food from tons of people,” said no event organizer ever.

These were the thoughts running through my head after a “Let’s Sketch Tech!” meetup I ran over a year ago. This meetup came on the heels of a successful “Let’s Sketch Tech!” conference about art and tech I organized in San Francisco at the end of 2018(?).

Then it hit me. “What if I ran this online?”

This year, it’s been heartbreaking to watch event after event get canceled because of the coronavirus. It hurts to see people who work in the events space lose their jobs and it also hurts to see so many events and communities lose their physical footing.

In my case, after the catering was cleaned up (with the help of the meetup’s attendees), I chose to take my meetup online. The next meetup was a virtual one, and it ended up being a more positive change than I expected for several reasons:

  • People from everywhere could join making the reach of my event much larger
  • I was able to invite speakers from different places
  • I was able to participate and benefit from my own meetup
  • and yes, there was no food to clean up

This year, once I was inside for shelter-in-place, I realized people would need to make some art, so I organized my meetup as a conference. I had the most attendees I’ve ever had at an event, and the feedback was wonderful as we were able to give each other an escape, if only for a few hours.

To that end, I’ve organized a workshop for June 20 to share what I’ve learned and help other organizers transition to online events. Get your ticket.